Episode 20

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26th May 2025

Galaxies Collide

This week on Music Is My Mantra, we close out Mental Health Awareness Month with one of the most personal episodes I’ve ever shared.

Join me for a solo reflection on my song Galaxies Collide, a track written at a time when I mistook chaos for chemistry and believed that intensity equaled intimacy.


In this heartfelt journey, I open up about the patterns I didn’t yet recognize, the grief I hadn’t yet processed, and the codependent behaviors that shaped my earliest relationships. This is not a lecture on mental health—it’s a journal entry, a testimony, a musical milestone on my healing path.


Together, we explore what happens when you grow up with alcoholism, how it alters your sense of love, and what it means to return to yourself as your safest place.


This episode is a reflection on reclaiming peace, rewriting your patterns, and realizing that true love—real, grounded, nourishing love—begins within.


Episode Highlights:

  • The moment I realized Galaxies Collide was about codependency
  • Growing up with an alcoholic parent—and the emotional confusion it caused
  • Why we often confuse anxiety with attraction
  • How songwriting became a mirror for my inner healing
  • Lessons in emotional safety, boundaries, and rewriting love


Takeaways:

  • What feels like chemistry might be your nervous system reacting to past pain
  • Codependency isn’t love—it’s fear disguised as devotion
  • You can reparent yourself through awareness, honesty, and self-compassion
  • Songs hold our stories—and can help us transform them
  • True connection starts with how gently you hold your own heart
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Music Is My Mantra
Exploring The Intersection Between Music and Wellness
Join Courtney McKenna - musician, marketer and community builder - as she shares her personal experience with music and wellness. Along the way she is joined by experts in the fields of Music, Science, Religion, and Spirituality. This podcast provides inspirational stories of transformation and practical tools to help you improve your life and achieve your goals.

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